Friday, January 16, 2009

Being a hypocrite is SO my style...

I am going to be real about my stuff right now. I need to be a practician of what I speak. I share some of the most relevant advice to my friends and family and I fail to use it myself. It makes so much sense when my "sage-like" words of wisdom come out of my mouth but I am either too proud or too dumb to take it in myself and make my life better.

So I realize my year of change has to be...and pay attention, this may get a bit complicated. My year of change is going to be one where I change myself and stop trying to change everyone else to make me feel better or make their actions make sense. The world will never be a place where I am comfortable because I am not supposed to be comfortable here because it is not my home. It is also not my responsibility to change the rest of the world. For a control freak like me, that is impossible...well darn near impossible, but I am getting better. God will do the changing and I will shut my mouth. :)

SO my change will truly begin with me. I will start here. I will pray for God to make the changes in me and I will open my heart to it. I know I am going to have to make some changes to make room for all the wonderful stuff coming into my life and I stop pulling nonsense into that precious place my heart has available. I need that space...none for rent.

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